One month out...

One month ago today Bean was diagnosed.

I keep praying that this illness is like labor, the pain keeps coming - you don't know when - but at somepont it ends and you couldn't be happier.

I keep praying that the medicine she is on will be all she needs and it won't come back.

I keep praying that she is in the 1/3 of children who outgrow this.

I keep praying for the strength to be her support and not for her to see me crumble.

I keep praying for knowledge and strength so that J and I can make the best decisions we know how.

I keep praying. May god watch over and protect my baby.